sheesh hvnt had a gd rest since lyk last thurs?? a recap..

24th dec *xmas eve* gosh was practically rushg ard the whole spore. met up w sharon baby in the aftnoon. gave her a sunflower. the smile on her face whn she received it was priceless. haha love my bestie so much!!*hugs* aft which i tried ta go find a logcake ta brg hm. but apparently the long logcakes frm breadtalk were ALL sold out!! thereaft..i decided to buy prez fer evryone at hm. swear this will b the last time i'll go fer lastmin shopg. i was practically rushg ard lyk a crazy woman tryg so hard to get 3prez within lyk 2hrs?? im rather proud of myself haha.

headed dwn ta charm's pl fer the party. great company. great ambience. woah..i swear i nv wna leave. but sadly i promised nick i wld go dwn to his party. so i had ta leave right aft twelve.

took a cab dwn ta his pl. god it costed me lyk 25bucks man! y do they hv ta live so far apart??
nick's party was great too. haha wy was practically mkg me laugh the whole way thru. sheesh..sumxs i wish he'll jst get outta my way. haha. samantha n joanne were there too. miss u gers man. its has been yrs since we last met. but it was rli nice seeing u gers agn. luvya!!

aft tt gotta go meet my family fer supper. it has been our tradition to hv KFC on xmas eve. i came up w it whn i was younger. it was lyk "pple eat turkey on xmas eve, lets be unique n go fer KFC instead??" since then eatg KFC on xmas eve has become our family tradition. gave them their prez n they were happy.

went dwn twn ta hang out w nick, wy, samantha, jo, ping, wenhui. haha had so much fun w the clique. love being ard w them. esp wy n nick..god!! tell these two ta shut off someone!! haha but rli appreciate the company of u guys. loveu loveu!! nick drove me hm aft tt. KO at 630am. dead tired.

25th dec *Xmas* met up w yings dearie all the way at compass pt. dad drove me there. haha n we got lost in sengkang fer lyk 1/2 hr. haha. yingx bot a pair of pretty slippers fer me. thks ger. love the prez!! went over ta wenny's pl fer our clique's yearly xmas party!! woahhh...my lilclique rawkksss!!! it was nthg but fun fun fun!! it has been 1/2 a yr since i last saw wenny n hannie. how thgs hv changed. everyone has their new lives to lead. but its rli nice to know tt this lilclique is still w me aft all these yrs. still dere whn i nid them. iloveu my lilclique!! (yings, astee, hannie n wenny) lovelovelove u darlinggs!! stayed over n at 430am i found out i was awake alone..the rest had alr slept lyk pigs. i was still on a high..sighh
26th dec *boxing day* dad picked me up at ard 2. went fer lunch. then had a bbq party at nite. it was a nice gathering. but maybe i was too tired ta rli get involved. but all in all i had a nice time. went ta meet darlingg daphhiee n suezzie ta chill. these two BIMBOS rli got onto my nerves!! haha..we had a crazy time. on a high mayb cos we were all lackg slp. hmm..
*mon* gift exchange w sharon baby n amanda dear. bestie bot me a nice golden slippers frm Hawaiias..baked cookies fer me too. amanda dear came ta gift exchange w/o prez. how wndrful is tt?? haha..u still OWE us a prez ehhsss..-grins- gave bestie a swt giftbag frm bodyshop n a handmade fotoframe. amanda---gave her a massager. cos she's alws injury prone. -winks- wtched national treasure agn. still enjoyed it alot nonetheless. met jinggs aft tt. silly ger refused ta let me hm thou i can hardly open my eyes. reached hm at only 2plus.

*tues* met up w lyn swts ta catch kungfu hustle. oh man. tt movie is crapz!! but funny in a lamest way. thks babe fer talkg to me. giving me all kinda advice. thks fer ur treat. loveu ta bits!!
*weds* met up w kar dearie fer a movie marathon. haha caught 2pm Oceans Twelve n 4pm Phantom of the Opera. wahh..it was tiring but fun. haha we were rushg fer Phantom cos Oceans Twelve ended kinda late. well..both films r kinda boring. but George Clooney's so goddamn charming!!!! my kinda guy!!! :)

*tdy* met up w eug dearie. she jst came baq frm india. missed her. she was awae fer a mth. n she has became so indianish...hahaah..but thks fer the lovely prez frm india. loveu..glad ur baq safely. takecare alright.

gosh..tmr's new yrs eve. time flies. thot it was jst xmas eve?? hvg three parties. chings party n family party n YEN ex co party at anni jie's pl. sheesh..priorites??? will decide tmr.

jst wna tell those whom ive met up w the past wk..darlingg angels ilove all of u!! thks fer all the lovely prez. i appreciate all of them. i feel damned loved..hahaha..i rli love u!!!

*asteebabe* thks fer the rli huge carebear. u had a hard time carryg ard. haha i rli appreciate it. its bloody cute. haha darlingg ger im glad u confide in me. be strong. follow ur heart n live w no regrets. iloveu!!
*shaBestieDarlingg* swts..im so happi to see u so "free" now..u know wat i mean. enjoy n trreasure the moment. im glad ta be here ta share the joy. iloveu. thks fer the lovely xmas prez. love it!! muahhs
*yings swts* dear thks fer evthg. u made my life so worthliving. loveu.

**here's wishg everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR!! i'll pray tt u guys out dere will be safe n happi forever..luvya**

NEVER DINE WITH JEN
something stupid happened during lunchie in IKEA!! She was cutting chicken wings for me and a family of 3 (mother, son and daughter.) shared the table with us... but Dear had created a luffing stock to everyone....as she was cutting the chicken...the table was shaking vigerously..till i looked up and saw that son was staring blankly at his cup of tea spilling out..and his expression was so helpless...and i shouted .."His Tea!!!!" ahah..then he knew i saw and he looked away..and excused himself cos he couldn't stop luffing too..(the whole table was spilled with tea..) when dear saw what she did to the tea..she was so pai say.. she blamed me for not telling her earlier..and she still gt the nerves to said that "Luckily, tea and coffee is refillable.." I just couldn'tstop luffing there..holding my stomach...

NEVER GO SHOPPING WITH JEN
Jen can get stuck at a corner for hours!!! and after i was done with my shopping..she was still there..and took her hours to think thru, to made up her mind...

NEVER LOOK DOWN ON JEN'S SHOULDERS
DearieJen has strong shoulders..why?? we went IKEA to do x'mas shopping..and after IKEA, we went to Bugis to continued 2nd round..inside her sling bag was fulled of food, glass bottles and photo frames and notes!! she can carried it while i can't even pick it up!! it's realli heavy..so we suggested to bring luggages with rollers!! better..After all..i still enjoyed myself...thou she did hurt me physically...but she brought me lotsa laughters..but if u are planning to go out with her...DO THINK TWICE!!!!!**

++avelinedearie wrote all these on her blog. but wat she left out r the most impt stuffs. she hurt me so badly tt day man!!! stabbed rite thru my heart...hahah...thou she's rubbish i still love her!!! but wateva she said..dnt believe a word..she's tryg to ruin my reputation so nobody wans ta go out w me then she can hv me all by herself..hahaha...so dnt believe a word frm this. i nid to clarify n justify wat she blogged. haha++

sheesshhh....how i MISSED my lovely MARIE!! she has gone baq for a week since and i TOTALLY wish tt she's still here w us. but i realised wat a pampered life ive been leadg. swept n mopped the floor of the ENTIRE house today..its probably the 1st time i thot wat a big hse ive got..haha..i didnt enjoy the chore at all. i SWEAR nw tt i rli admire maids who do nthg else but these mundane n qte physically demandg jobs evryday, 365 a yr. aft tt i being nice as usual..haha volunteered ta wash up all the 3 toilets. m i great or wat??-winkwink- jobs done. spick n span house..feelg proud n satisfied. haha..its been lyk a freakg long time since ive done a single chore at hm..(5yrs??) alright..time to get a life n wake up...cant be pampered anymore. but i dread doing all these agn..-whines-

before being "MARIA" for the day..went lunch n met up w the gers. charms, fenx, linggg, suezzie, jings, sandraaa babes. went twn n was glad ta finally catch up w my darlinggs. love u all babes. *grp hugs* i was rather sad u cldnt mk it. i thot its time we put dwn our past n be fwens agn..but i think ur nt ready. hope uve been well. rli i do. i think i missed u.

nickk was kind enuff ta b my chaffeur fer e day haha..aft lunch went ta get sum prez fer fwens' upcoming bdays. how grt is tt?? bdays so near ta xmas!! its lyk double presents?? -growl- im sucha BROKE bossie...did i spend lyk near 300bucks fer e past wk?? sheesh..socialising can be so financially straining!! n ta think tt nxt wk it will be qte e same..money money where to find u?? -sigh- haha not my fault tt ive so many fwens ehssss....-smirk- anw thks nickk fer being so nice alws!! *hugs*

so many fwens..but the one whom i thot mattered most, no longer belongs in the world of mine. i thot im no longer hurtg. but seeing her tt day made my heart ached agn. i thot i was ready ta let it all go. let bygones be bygones. free myself frm all these pains n aches. easier said than done. jst cant seem ta let go 9yrs of fwenship. sighh..but we r lyk total strangers now. i dnt feel gd seeing her. memories of the past n wateva she n he did came gushg baq. i no longer matter ta her..no longer. our fwenship's so fragile..n all aft 9yrs of efforts. thruout this torturous period..she nv show any signs tt she cares n treasures this bond btw us. .how hurtg is tt?? while im here..thinkg abt her..stil holdg on to this slightest hope tt one day we can still be best of fwens. i rli lost this fwenship aft e busride on tt tues aftnoon almost 3yrs ago. she didnt mk any effort ta revive it. wat more can i do?

however..thgs happen fer a reason. i lost a best fwen..she gave me another one. sha baby has been tt angel who has been standg by me rain or shine. whom nv fails ta brg a smile onto my face no matter how dwn im feelg. who rli shows how luv btw fwens shld be lyk. if god gives me another chance ta choose who i wna as my bestie..my choice-shaBabe- u hurt both of us once..i'll nv eva let u do it twice. u taught me how to be sumone u arent. how to be an ideal fwen to pple ard u. e right way to love a fwen. e rite way to treat fwenships. i admit tt i give more than i tk..this stil remains til this day n aft wateva pain u inflicted on me..but im happy this way. foolish or wat..i dnt mind giving more than tkg s long s pple ard me r happy..i wna be a fwen to others tt u arent to me. how i wish i didnt c u tt day..

sat: went ta catch Alexander w big zero, vincent n desmond. the movie's -yawns- get wat i mean? paid 8.50 fer aching butt aft 3hrs of boredom. but i muz admit colin farell's hot!! -swoon- haha..n the gay parts were interestg!! went lukg ard fer xmas prez aft movie. haha vincent was hvg a tough time thinkg of wat ta get fer 80pple..-faints- but gotta admit..im impressed by him. he's a guy w such aims n goals in life. he knows exactly wat route ta tk in future. n he's doing rli well. his experiences r so impressive. my jaws jst dropped whn he shared his past experiences in life. n he's mere 25!! woahh...ideal husband!! haha..big zero's promoting him ta me..haha but i alr hv my own target alr..-winkwink- hye cindy babyy!! so happy ta c u today!! missed u lyk crazy!! *hugs* i SWEAR evryone was in twn man!! saw lingx n chaoz too..n erms cant rem who else.haha..met up w yings dearie n astee babe aft tt. as usual..time w them flew by. love them ta bits!! sadly cant join them fer 140am SAW..cos promised daddy tt i'll be baq by 11..felt bad tt fer e past wk ive been baq hm only at 12plus.. he complained tt im not spendg time at hm..he thinks tt im strayg..daddy.. show some trust n faith in me. wat muz i do ta mk u nt believe a word frm sis's mouth?? im tired of fightg. n she is the reason y i dnt wna be at hm..but can i tell u?? who understands??

overall, i muz say life has been rather ok. apart frm her n sum financial probs at hm..life has been kind. i wish n pray for the same for my fwens out dere. i was thinkg how selfish my sisters hv been. one left fer japan ta study..w/o botherg the effects wld be cos of her absence. one source of income is totally gone..another jst quit her job cos she cant stand her boss at wk. agn w/o thinkg abt the consequences of her resignation. zero source of income now. how long can we survive on the lil amt my poor ageing n near retiring daddy is brging in each mth? i dnt wish ta blame them fer pursuing their dreams or watsoeva but b4 u guys mk any decisions, cant u think of the consequences first? y cant u choose ta leave only whn we arent in nid fer much money? lyk say aft i finish uni n get a job so i can contribute to this hm whm ur awae?? y quit ur job whn others dnt even hv a job n wld beg fer one?? wat more do u wan?? gd pay..gd environment n all..jst a boss who's not "ur standard"..u chose ta quit w/o 1st findg another job. u both chose ta throw us in jeopardy..i cant blame them can i?? sumxs i wndr..

to *wy* hye stalker!! haha...anw seriously go fer wateva tt ur heart tells u to..i can only give u suggestns n advice..the final decision lies w u. wish u the bestest!! hye i dntkw much but i believe its only misunderstandg btw nick n u..clear it n be baq ta normal. hurts to c u two in this state.